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My Dark Retreat Endo DMT Report - Feb 2019
It started up with the Starlings in the wee hours of the fourth morning - 82hrs? Most of these occurred within the next half hour Loud scratching sound wakes me - two Starlings crawling through loose corrugated roofing - very close within 18" - looks me right in the eye, backs out. #3&4 Many White Lilies on beige wallpaper. #4 Geodesic Dome with colored checkerboard triangle insets. #4 Old ship's navigator room with antique apparatus. A full wrap-around. #4 Paleo cliff side homestead camp. #4 Laptop screen of yellow flying bats like tree leaves. #4 Blue bebop buffed up me in picture frame. #4 Porcelain Pekingese statues animate on a Renaissance opera balcony. #4 Elizabethan doll child writing on my shoe. #4 Jack fruit printed table cloth with women untangling and picking out the fruit like if they were little fish. #4 Table lamp over my shoulder shining on whatever is there - happened a few times. #4 Blue canyon lands wormhole/vortex. #4 Many soft toys - gorgeous soft colors - ending with young girl on floor playing with them. #4 Felted wonderland courtyards - miniature village. #4 Handful of paleo humans on postcard. #4 The following series came through hours after the previous series had subsided Corner of actual wall (correctly represented) full of paper notes from my previous 5 hrs of work - fifty origami post-its. #2 Quiet lightening behind the cotton like smudges. #2 Moon beam pouring in around corners. #2 Varieties of organic light #1 Eyes closed not asleep - enhanced daydream mode #2 Eyes wide open - wallpaper smudges, moonlight, vagueries, increasingly objectifying and potentially eventful #3 Hypnagogia (reverse) - the just awoke twilight realm #4 Bright and strongly presented movies and panels #5 Tinkerbell effect - mischevious peekaboo bundle of rising moonlight Notes: First two days were much darker than usual. Very little photonic distraction. Marked lack of strobes and smudges. This coincided with an almost pinpoint navigation sensibility while the deep dark backdrop lasted. But once there is photonic activity then the mind is alert to assuming a substansive quality which gives me very low correct assumption rate during physical navigations in the room. First 36hrs were oddly erectile having 4 events that neither required nor produced erotic feelings or imagery. |